biosp

i want to be working and producing. and making things with my mind as well as my hands,

i really like when each day floods and when it is over, i know that i made use of my soul.

i see such potential in everything, and i just want to bring things closer to being. like these film shots. they just sort of manifest before me, and i see some crazy sort of codes, and a language fully embedded in them. i;m just trying to formulate and string symbols together so that me and others will be able to read and see as well.

and then there are patterns and forms, these are usually drawings, but i know there is more to them than paper. they are forms, and i am learning to use space, to work it. to manipulate, to organize.
i want to take this too to the next level. i want to take the chunks off the paper, and make them shelter from the storm, and make them fun and educational, and very clean.

I want to take thoughts and ideas, wring the concepts out, and articulate them. again, very smooth. Clean, and all in different forms.

i need a place that is clean and conducive to these activities. Alabama could be the place. UCSD has served me well. People and friends have been good and useful, but never fully engaged. I am ready to be clean and feel wind whipping, and that vacuum at the back of my skull when i ride head down on my bicycle.